Today was a particularly hard day. Nothing in particular to talk about, but nothing seemed to go right. So, I decided that today would be one of the most important days to blog. Because it's a day, that a first glance, doesn't seem very good. But take a closer look, and I realize that it wasn't all that bad. So here's 10 things to prove that today wasn't an all bad day.
First off, a simple text from my mom, telling me she couldn't wait until Friday so she could see me. Something little, but something that was really appreciated when having a rough day.
Second, a hello from my dad, just to say he sent me a package and that he loves me.
Third, a message from my mother, even though I was in class and couldn't answer, to say she was thinking about me.
Forth, getting to be outside. Although I was annoyed that I had to walk back to my apartment in between classes to get something I forgot, it was a beautiful day, and it would be a shame to go without recognizing that.
Fifth, getting a phone call from a friend that I haven't heard from since we parted ways for the summer. The day I needed a hug the most, the guy I go to for hugs couldn't give me one, so he called me instead, and it was so good to hear from him!! I'm so excited for him to go on his mission!!! He leaves in a week!! Crazy.
Sixth, skyping with a great friend!! Even with nothing to say, we can talk for forever and it was great to see her beautiful face!!
Seventh, hanging out with friends, even if it's just for 45 minutes. Having fun and laughing makes up for everything.
Eighth, realizing that my family is only a 2 1/2 hour drive away and that I'm going to see them in less than 2 short days!! I'm so glad that they are so close and that I can go home anytime that I want and that I'll have a place to stay.
Ninth, knowing that even if I can't make the 2 1/2 hour drive, I can always make a 10 minute drive to see Kali, a 20 minute drive to see Audrey, or a 45 minute drive to see Daniel and Alice. Whether they're blood related or not, I know I have family that cares about me!!
Tenth, knowing that people care enough about me to give me a ride home so I don't have to walk alone in the dark, even if it is about 2 blocks away.
And Eleventh, just for good measure, realizing I have much to be grateful for.
Life is hard, but it's worth it. I love it!! Like a good friend said in her latest blog, "Beauty is all around us. Not recognizing it doesn't make it any less beautiful, it just excludes us from its adventures. Your life may be what you make it, but life has already made itself beautiful for you. All you need to do is take it and then say "thank you" by making someone else's life a little more beautiful."
Take a minute to read her post, it really is amazing.
http://christineinchicago.blogspot.com/2010/07/cliche-station.html
I love you all!!!
